One final entry before my getaway on Saturday! Because I am psychic, ch'yeah righttttt, I see myself doing last minute packing tomorrow, after tuition, which is after drama, which is after meeting. Yes, that's life.

On Tuesday, I supposedly had a free day, but I had to go back to school for filming! And I'm feeling good, because I'm finally done with filming. At least, Abigail and I are. So before filming, Abi and I decided to meet up for lunch. When I met Abi, she was still in her ballet clothes and such, so I told her to change. While she was changing, she realised she brought everything but her tie. I know, it was really dumb. We settled down at starbucks for lunch, and she ordered an ugly chicken puff, and I ordered potato salad. The potato salad tasted weird, and so held it up, and oh my gosh! There was a date, 21 November 2006. And it was 21 November 2006! I thought it was the expiry date, I mean, who wouldn't. And I made Abi go up to the counter and question them, only to find out that it was actually the arrival date. After Starbucks, Abi changed, and I tried to help her cover up her bare blouse. After we got out of the toilet, I just tried to assure her, by going out loud, " ABI, COME ON, IT'S NOT OBVIOUS YOU DON'T HAVE A TIE!!" HAHAHA, I know. And I really hope there will be bloopers in the video, I don't mind showing everyone my stupid lines. HAHAHA, I think I'm just used to it.

So here I am, wasting my time while people are shopping, what's worse, AMANDA'S LEAVING today, and I'm here. All because of my brothers, damn tuition. I came home straight after breakfast with Mr Roland, Huang Chi, Jingyin, Khad, and Huiling. I had a totally unglam moment! Jingyin and I were laughing so hard, and then I laughed when there was hashbrown in my mouth, and yeah, you figured! It's raining hashbrowns! Jingyin was in front of me. Laughoutreallyreallyreallyloud. And I still continued laughing, and my ears turned red. HAHAHAHAHA.

I am all excited for Saturday! It's really been a dream to actually step foot in America. My parents promised me since young, that they would bring me there. And I was the only child then, so they said when I'm older. But my brother came in, so I had to wait a little while more, for my brother to grow older, but another one popped out! This is why I only get to go now, but it's okay, I still get to go. I was doing online window shopping, if that actually make sense, and I spotted some stuff that I really really like, and I will get it in America. Crumpler's cheaper there too :D So if you guys want anything, I could help you get it. Note that I use 'help' which means, you pay me back after I get that something for you. So if you do want me to get you something as a favour, SMS me, don't tag or whatsoever for it, because I don't know when I'll come online again.

November 25- December 11: AMERICA! (: and due to time differences,
December 13-December 26: PHILIPPINES!!<3 Yes, there will be waterworks when I leave on December 26.

But for now,
Take care all.
I'll miss you.
I'll be right back with pictures and maybe, presents.
LOVEEEEE.
TTFN. HAHAHAHA.

I have a hot date with Caroline tomorrow, during tuition. Sizzleeeee. I think I'm hotter. DUH. HAHAHA, what ego.

Ciao, and Y

Lord, I'm sorry I'm not my best. I need you, please help me ):
Please send someone, anyone to knock at my door.
Give me a real tight hug, and stay up all night to let me cry it all out til my eyes are all puffy.
And then, give me words that will console me and make me feel good.
After that, put me nicely tugged into my bed, and kiss my forehead.
Run your fingers through my hair to make me sleep, til you, yourself falls asleep.
I need company to run, to pull my hand.
I tried screaming into a pillow, but I was unable to breathe.

I'm basically having one of the really bad weeks of my life.

1. You give me all the crap, all that confusion. And just when I think I've got that off my mind,
2. My father wants me to stay home after coming back from Exco Meeting on Thursday for the mere one hour to babysit my brother, Justin, because Kevin has got tuition. Did I mention it's 3 to 4? It's the middle of the day. And just when I'm finally letting go of the shopping trip with Deen,
3. My father gets angry because he thinks I don't want to help him, and said he will never get help from me again. It's heartbreaking.
4. My father comes home angry with that fact, and gets even angrier with me because my room is 20% messy.
5. And just when I'm feeling sorry, and decided to help my brother. I came home, asking my brother for the remote because he was flipping it alternatively between two channels. And I saw a Hannah Montana Music Video, and I wanted to watch it. And he said, "Go away, Dumbass." Do keep in mind, that a music video, from Disney Channel, is only 2 minutes, at the most 3?
6. And that was the first time I actually stared at the Telly today, because I've been in school, yeah, still in school, filming.
7. And when I told my mom I wanted to watch Step Up, she gave me that look, and I knew I would never get the chance to watch it.
8. I'm free tomorrow, but the world isn't.
9. Everyone's leaving. Amanda's leaving on Thursday, and I almost could see her off, but filming, then just when there's no filming, my unappreciative brother comes in. And then, I imagine how hard it will be to keep a friendship going, when we're so distant.
10. My friend's moving out. Which means, no more throwing down contact lens solution. No more talking about stupid rumours that just freaks us out.
11. No more this and no more that.

Goodbye.

Caroline just knocked a lot of sense to me, and I'm now crying my heart out. Thanks girl. I mean, seriously.

"Thanks for buying shampoo for me. But why, Johnson's Baby Shampoo?"
"Because you're still a baby in my eyes."

Sounds like a dopey advertistment huh?

But that's how sweet my mom is. And I thank God for her.

I have learnt a super duper triple important lesson.

I, Anne, promise to NEVER EVER bring my diary to camp ever again. I came back from camp yesterday, and when I took out my diary, it was wet. Panicpanicpanic. And now, the ink's all smudged, but I can still read a little of it. But thank God, letters and pictures are a-okay. But, my diary's wet and ugly. I'm keeping it, but I have to find a new proper one, since I'm almost done with that book. I am feeling so stupid.

And because I don't want to reminded about my stupid idea to bring my diary to camp, I refuse to write on that crumply diary. So here I am, dying to write a personal emotional entry, scrambling around the house looking for a notebook I can decorate and probably turn into a diary. But I found nothing that's up to my standard. I just wanted to scribble on my wall, and lock my room up forever. Yes, I'm needing one that urgently. Why does my diary get wet at this point of my life, where I'm all ready to scribble and talk about what's going on in my life and actually remember to tell my grandchildren.

See the importance of a diary now? It allows me to write with feelings, read again and again once in a while. The funny entries, the entries I had when I was pissed, and was rash, really, it helps me reflect. And it'd be really cool to actually let my grandchildren read it next time.

Why did I even want to bring my diary to camp? ARGH. I mustmustmust get one as soon as possible or I will just die of not ranting. I know I have a blog, but I want my diary ): I'm sorry, World. I'm having a really bad day without a diary.

Dear You,

I thought I knew everything,
But all I knew was nothing.
Nothing and Everything,
Just who was I kidding?

I was kidding myself,
Til I realise history was repeating itself.
And then I asked my pea-sized brain,
If I wanted to save it, again and again?

My brain said Yes
My heart said No,
So what now, you tell me.

Gee, I feel like your spare tyre, someone who you would just rant to only when things go wrong. But if that's they way, don't expect me to solve your problem just like that, especially when we were supposedly good friends. It's you, I'm talking about. The one who just like me, thinks I know everything, but I don't know a single thing.

Love,
Me.

Executive Council Chalet was a blast! (: It was AwesomeFantasticFabulousDeliciousFunUnglamourousGlamourous and worth it (: I love my Exco :D

Sunday came and we all headed to Costa Sands Downtown East. And then the partaye began! We unloaded the food. Food glorious food. There was a lot of food! Right. There was satay, really awesome potato salad, cake, chicken wings, fish, sausages, fishballs, chocolate fondue, tidbits, drinks, fruit salad, crabstick, marshmallows, and AHA, SIX tubs of Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream. A treat from Miss Thanabal (: So you could actually imagine how much fat or fatter we are now?

After unloading the food, we were supposed to do competency tables, but noooo, off to blading and cycling. And I, decided to learn to blade. I've got a lot of teachers, Chrystal, Tiffany, Player actually Yiggie, Suiee, Marie, and Rae. HAHAHAHA. A bimbo like me panicking when I am always about to fall, because I was darn scared I'd fall flat on my face. I know, you can imagine me crying my heart out right? I already panic when I get a pimple, fall flat an get an obvious scar, my gosh. So Chrystal was behind, supporting me from the back in case I fall. And when I'm about to fall, she will pull my belt hoops, and I get a major wedgie. And my shorts are damn loose now because of I lost weight. of all the pulling she did. But hey I didn't even fall once, even when I tried on my own. But I can't exactly blade, I was blade-walking. And then I met a mean toddler. Did I say mean? Make that evil, and mean. Chrystal saw 2 kids who could blade, and there was a toddler cycling behind them.
Chrystal: Anne, Look.
Player: Don't you envy them?
ANNE: {To the kids} FINE, I ENVY YOU LA! HAPPY?!
Mean Evil Toddler: HAHA!
Player, Marie, ANNE: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Laughoutreallyreallyloud!
ANNE: Well, FINE.
How mean can he get?! BUMMERRRRR.

We went back to the chalet after that, and we started the BBQ. Mr Roland and Trevor cooked and Miss Thanabal told us lots and lots of stories. And we ate and we ate and we ate. And then we couldn't take it, and there was a lot of uncooked leftovers, so we decided to cook all of it for Phoebe and Ruzzie. OH OH OH. And Miss Thanabal and Trevor danced for us! There were darn gooooood. Oh, then there was a little sharing session on how we felt as a kid. In terms of being the only child, and having siblings. And then we started watching the movieees. Supposedly a movie marathon. But the first two bored us, and we stopped watching. And the first one was actually a horror movie, SAW. Ruzzie and Phoebe, knowing we were watching a horror movie, banged the doors! OH MY GOSH, SCREAMMMMMMMMM. Played a few games and then sent Suiee off. And then some went to bathe before watching Final Destination 3. Gruesome, horrible show. And then we were all so freaked out, we all slept in one room, where we had 2 rooms. Seven of us (Chrystal, Huiling, Marie, ANNE, and Rae, Ruzzie and Tiffany) on the bed. Marie moved out to another mattress half way. I think she had cramps. HAHA, I heard her say, "OH NO, MY LEG CRAMP." HAHAHA. On one mattress, Jingyin and Phoebe. On another, Valerie, Huangchi and Player. Player decided to take out anoter mattress, and put on top of Valerie and Huangchi's legs as a mini bed. She sort of sat on the floor and slept.

Today we woke up, half-dead and all. Almost lazy to actually clean up, but we did, and some camera whoring, and some of us and went blading again. My blades sucked, something was pressing on my leg, and it hurts so much, I could barely blade. I actually had the confidence to blade at first, but it started hurting real bad, it was peeling. YEAH. I know. I'm rather determined to learn blading.

On a personal mode,
You, I hate it when you keep such things from me. Sooner or later, history will repeat, and I don't know if I want to save it this time. If you do, you do. I don't understand what's so hard telling someone like me, when we're actually supposed to be good friends. And no, it's not Sharron. It's not who you think it is. Go figure. I might consider giving you a taste of your own medicine. But then again, it's none of my business.
You, you've got me all confused. I hope I was just oversensitive to the words you said to me. If I wasn't oversenstive, the answer is NO, forever and ever.
You, thanks darling (:
YOU right up there, thank you for all and everything. Please let me live the fullest each day without regret (:

Ciao, and Y

School holidays are holidays spent in school.

I realised how I've never had a day without doing anything dumb. OH MAN.

Clique outing yesterday. Whoopeee. Like, finally. Last time, we went off was May? Gee. Anyway, had lunch at Seoul Garden, and I learnt that I can't cook for nuts. Actually, I can, but I just tend to forget I was cooking something, until Deen goes, "Anne, your chicken!" And then, as my mother thought I was a shopping queen who always have successful shopping trips, I think it's cause they pay. In other words, I'm broke. HAHA, and I still owe people money. Gee. And Deen bought me this bracelet. Prettaye! (: I have the urge to shop with my mom tomorrow, but she has a dentist appointment and I have got tuition. What a waste.

Deen came over today, to help me decide what to ship over to the Philippines cause it would be too much of a hassle to actually bring it to America and all about. But it wasn't very successful, because I barely listened to her. I told her to choose 20 tops out of 31 tops, and while she was choosing, I took a bath. And when I came out, so many of those I wanted to bring, wasn't there, and so, I have decided to bring maybe all of them. If not, at least 28 of them. Not bringing those three can kinda break my heart. Uh, right. 15 more days, 15 more days, til my getaway from my reality.

Do I have to remind everyone that we only have 7 weeks of holidays to go? HAHA, go study, enjoy, whatever. And if you're not going away, shop till you drop, while I shopeatlaughgiggledumbplayenjoyscreamcrystudysleep (:

Caroline will now hate me because I might have to cancel our shopping trip to Marina Square on Monday.
Amanda might just kill me now, if I can't send her off on November 23.
Deen and someone else might go to war over, my one and only free day, November 22.

Holidays, what holidays? In case you're thinking I am having a whooping time during the holidays, lo and behold the schedule down below, and that is pretty much my, what's another word for holidays, but you still go back to school?


October
30 -E Math Tutorials: 8am to 12nn
31 -A Math Tutorials: 8am to 12nn

November
1 -History Tutorials: 8am to 12:30pm
2 - Literature Tutorials: 9am to 12.30p.m
3 -Literature Tutorials: 9am to 12.30p.m ,CCA: 1pm to 4pm , Justin's Graduation ,Rebecca's 15!
4 -
5 -
6 -Literature Tutorials: 9am to 12.30pm, Executive Council Meeting: 11am
7 -Literature Tutorials: 9am to 12.30pm
8 -Literature Tutorials: 9am to 12:30pm
9 -Literature Tutorials: 9am to 12:30pm
10 -CCA: 9am to 12nn, Executive Council Meeting: 12.30pm, Tuition:7:30pm to 9:30pm
11 -Tuition
12 -Executive Council Chalet
13 -Executive Council Chalet
14 -
15 -MOE Senior Leadership Camp
16 -MOE Senior Leadership Camp
17 -MOE Senior Leadership Camp Tuition:7:30pm to 9:30pm Filming: all day.
18 -Dance-a-thon, Legion Outdoor Function
19 -
20 -CCA: 1pm to 4pm. Filming: 4pm – 10pm
21 -Filming: 4pm – 10pm
22 -
23 -Amanda's Leaving
24 -CCA: 1pm to 4pm Filming: 4pm – 10pm Tuition:7:30pm to 9:30pm
25 -Not in Singapore
26 -Not in Singapore
27 -Not in Singapore
28 -Not in Singapore, Grandmother's Birthday!
29 -Not in Singapore
30 -Not in Singapore

December
1 -Not in Singapore, Maid's Birthday!
2 -Not in Singapore
3 -Not in Singapore
4 -Not in Singapore
5 -Not in Singapore, Justin's Birthday!
6 -Not in Singapore
7 -Not in Singapore
8 -Not in Singapore
9 -Not in Singapore
10 -Not in Singapore
11 -Not in Singapore
12 -Not in Singapore
13 -Not in Singapore
14 -Not in Singapore
15 -Not in Singapore
16 -Not in Singapore
17 -Not in Singapore
18 -Not in Singapore
19 -Not in Singapore
20 -Not in Singapore
21 -Not in Singapore
22 -Not in Singapore
23 -Not in Singapore, Uncle's Birthday!
24 -Not in Singapore, Christmas Eve
25 -Not in Singapore, Christmas
26 -Back to Singapore
27 -
28 -
29 -
30 - Mom's Birthday!
31- New Years' Eve

And you thought your holidays were bad enough? Think again. Gee, I don't think I ever had a holiday this hectic. And I haven't even included some that may come these few days. Can I die now? Oh wait, I died.

HELLO WORLD. I mean, MEOWWWW World.

I've been doing the most productive studying ever, in two days. I mean, I produce the most information out my brain! And sheesh, I swear I could barely do anything with shopping in my head, and Caroline in front of my very eyes. But I feel sad for her, I was a worse distraction, so much so, that she had to make a poster telling me to shut up. And, I was kinda distracted with the environment. I was like, people-watching. Oh, in Macdonalds, there was this couple who just acted like cats. Yeah, the guy was just like patting the girl when she was sleeping. And today, there was this girl who was next to us, but we were seperated by glass, and she was sitting like a frog. And so, Meow and Ribbet we went.

Oh, and I have another piece of evidence that I can't whispher.
ANNE: OH, he carries the same bag as Deen. OH MY GOSH, he's so gay la please!
GUY: {supposedly turns around, according to Caroline}
And he was like 2.5 metres away. Was I loud, or was I loud.

And I think the people who I spoke off earlier that were in Starbucks, were somewhat thinking I'm a TV show. They were like watching me, and I'm still having my Literature fever. Probably, the 3 and a half hour Literature tutorials I get every morning. Speaking of Starbucks, we spent 20 minutes outside Starbucks, contemplating, walking up and down Starbucks, thinking whether or not we should go to Starbucks, and we obviously did.

Okay, Bye World. I mean, RIBBET World!

ANNE: Did I tell you, my aunt's pregnant?
DEEN: HOW COME?
HAHAHA. Oh my gosh. That's a really dumb question.

First week of holidays are gone, which leaves us with only 8 weeks of holidays now. I only went out once, and on top of that, it wasn't even actual going out. It was meant to be lunch, but we decided to walk around. And that was it. Another whole week of school next week, which is really devastating, because I thought it was the school holidays already. But, I don't think I should be complaining, on account that I would be having a solid one month holiday.

Basically, the whole week was rather stressful. You read me, stressful. Next year might just be a nightmare, but it might be like this year. A year where I actually learn more, and grow more. (Apparently not growing vertically) What scares me most is, the O Levels. I know I know I know. "Anne, it's a year away." A year isn't that long if you realise. Before you know it, we're the ones in the hall, waiting for the teacher to come to our table, place that horrifying booklet, with tons of questions, that may just beat me hands up and down. It's scarier reading NatKoh's blog, where she said that she heard the BIOLOGY Paper and Literature Paper was difficult. Before we know it, we're seating in the hall, with our classmates, one by one, going up to our form teachers, (guess who's mine?!) and collecting our O Level results. I think they should have the paramedics there, just in case. It's either I jump in joy or fall down on my knees in tears. And the difference can only be made by, what I dread, yet what I enjoy sometimes, STUDYING. Oh boy.

I was talking to my parents about what I would want to be when I grow up, the other day. I think my dad wants to be my manager. HAHAHA. And I realised how much my dream have grown. To be honest, I cried when I learnt about the 3 molars with holes, because I thought that was the end of my career. Like, just because of 3 damn molars with holes. Because I was thinking that no one would hire me because I have filled up molars. On top of that, they were the last on the 3 corners. And no one would actually see it, unless I showed it to them. My dad wants to sign me up for Public Speaking Courses, Dance Class, and Singing Lessons. I know, that's a whole damn lot for someone taking O' Levels next year. I think he's really into it. And he starts listing out schools, academy's or what have you, that provides Mass Communication Course. I don't think it would be that easy actually. I mean, sure it would be fun, but what would people think of you can be quite a challenge.


I think I'm thinking a lot about the future. It's quite fun actually, but don't let your imagination run too wild.

I'm hoping that Santa knows how to blog hop, and then by chance, he stumbes upon my blog, and gasps, sees my super, duper, triper, quatraper long shopping list. And when I say it's super, duper, triper, quatraper long, it really is.

ANNE's never-ending Shopping List:

1. Denim Shorts
2. Belt
3. Pullover
4. Beaded Necklaces
5. Nike Tote
6. Ear Studs
7. Tunics (Long Shirt Tops?)
8. Roxy/Billabong Purse
9. Abercrombie and Fitch hooded Top
10. Haviannas Flip Flops
11. Cargo Three-Quarter Pants
12. Ashley Tisdale's Top in HSM Dance-Along
13. Nike Sneakers
14. High Cuts
15. White Frilly Skirt/Dress
16. Bracelet
17. Necklace
18. Badges
19. Nike Shorts
20. Nike Yellow Sports Bra
21. Levis Watch, basically a watch la
22. Levis Jeans/ Mango Denim Jeans
23. Diary for 2007
24. Whiteboard for Room
25. Sunglasses
26. Boardshorts [those elastic ones, instead of zips and buttons]
27. Roxy Top
28. Tops from Zara, Mango, Topshop
29. Orange Crumpler
30. Nike Cap "I Y Air"
31. Faded Denim Overalls
32. Nike Water Shoes
33. Spagetti Strap (balloons at bottom!)
34. Hollister Skirts
35. Tights from Zara
36. Top from Marks and Spencers

Honestly, it's a bit too much, but well. On account that I don't spend that much money on shopping through the year, because I have simply no time. I only get to shop during holidays, or weekends after exams. So there you go, maybe I was just deprieved. No, in fact, I'm not deprieved. I probably just did what I thought was more important at the moment.

Need I remind everyone? But ah heck, one week of our school holidays are almost over. LOL, not a very nice reminder, I know. But anyway, I'm only left with 5 days, untouched by school. The rest of the days, I have to go back. Wait, I mean, 5 days of November. 3 days in MOE Senior Leader Camp, because we are fortunate enough to spend our last Camp Corri with the Secondary 2s. So we need to get training, you see. But I think it's going to be fun. I mean, why wouldn't it be? We're in charge, you know? :D

Gee, everytime I see Secondary Fours in the hall, my heart starts beating so fast. I mean, we're the ones in that very hall, doing the National Examination called, "GCE Ordinary Level Examination" Oh, the horror. I don't know, I mean, even when I step foot on the second floor. Okay, sounds like I'm exaggerating. Oh, a line I heard just struck me, "School's tough, but you're tougher." That line, makes me feel all "superhero-ish." It's like, almost every single day that there's school, there's something negative to say about. But when we graduate, don't you feel like a superhero who has won, and has the last laugh. I'm ANNE ALMIGHTY, the Superheroine who beat the Homework-JOJO and the EXAMS-FAIL-GANG. But at the end of the day, we've got no one to thank but Him.

Gosego, who? Tsk, you tell me.

Upon stumbling into Rebecca's blog, I saw my link, and I stumbled to my previous blog, I checked out the tagboard, and I saw a tagger, Gosego. I don't know who, and I want to know who. Name, male, female, and if you are from are school. If you want to tag, I would like to remind you, not only Gosego, that you have a name. So kindly put your name in the box, meant for your name. It's either you tag with your name or don't tag at all.

History was ridiculous. Imagine, two classes sitting in the AV Theatre, just listening to Mdm Chan's History lectures. That's easy to imagine. But have I mentioned, for 4 and a half hours. Sheesh, yeah, SHEESH. But I saved Caroline, and she saved me. History turned out quite fun, actually. Learning I can't whisper for nuts, and just look at our shopping list! :)
"You don't learn much from classrooms anymore." That is so true.

Someone has got to help me! I can't whisper for nuts. Someone, anyone? It's funny how I can talk loudly yet, I can't whisper. I shouted twice during History, without knowing it, until people started looking at me. You see, I was writing a note to Caroline, and there were only two words. What's more, she was just beside me. So, by accident, I said, what I thought was whispering, "Why can't I just tell you straight in the face, what if it rains?" And then you see all the heads turning to me. How dumb. And then Clarissa was showing us how bored they got that they played Hangman. And I shouted, "SHOPPING LIST." And then you see all the heads turning to me again. And you'll see, on Caroline's shopping list, "Scotch-tape, for Anne." HAHAHAHA.

Speaking of our shopping list, it is really long. And just to get every single one of it, I would need, $1325. Yes, One Thousand Three Hundred and Twenty-Five Dollars. Any donations? The other time I had, " ANNE EFRON (: Click here to donate to her fund!" for an MSN nick, and no one talked to me, unless I started the conversation, until I changed it. HAHAHAHA. I'm thinking of getting most of it from America, on account that things would probably be cheaper there, according to my Mom, and obviously she's paying. So heh, why not?

24 more days, for the much-awaited trip. I'm getting all hyped up to go over to America. On account that, this is actually my first time. Every time I asked my parents when we could go, they always say, when my brothers are older. And now, finally. I'm going to shopshopshop. Gee, something just struck me. And it's to bring math or something to study in the plane ride. I think I might just sleep la.

Okay, I'm going to hit the books for now! :D